Current mood:	tired
Current music:	Hot Butter - Popcorn (Techno Mix)

*spazzmatic 500*
Well..... for the record... my last entry (for those of you who are able to read it) was a little unlike me... unlike who I want to be and wasn't directed towards anyone that you guys know. The person probably didn't deserve the majority of what I said about em... but spazzing in my lj about them kinda calmed me down... made the whole ordeal a little easier to get past. It's over now... and as usual I am confident in my ability to work things out with that person.

I was feeling really down after that... Kish signed on and cheered me up and calmed me down enough to get a few hours of sleep >@22\ ty Mizz... woke up blue still... I thought it was going to be one of those days that I lock myself in my room and bundle under a blanket for hours... would have been except Celina dragged me out cause her glasses broke. This led to me getting online... Nicci was on and I asked her to take me to the glasses place... which she did and we proceeded to her place. This is where I curled up in a ball on her couch... That's like my safe place now. Wanted to just lay there and fade away. As I was laying there thinking... Nicci and Richard sat on the couch and started playing with these cars... She thought I was asleep. As they played I kind of spaced out again and started thinking... then felt this smooth metal sweep across my arm...my first reaction was "O_o what the hell?" deciding to ignore this odd feeling... I went back into thought... and felt it again.. this time recognizing it as a car... figured Richard was driving it on my arm. After a few seconds I realized that the car had been very smooth... and imagined that if Richard was the one driving it that it would probably not have felt so gentle. After the third drive by I looked up at Nicci... kind of puzzled... and she kind of laughed. :P Her playful antics pulled me out of the little ball and back into focus again. lol... though it has had me wondering what else she does when I really am asleep o_o;; haha... ok I've been up too long.